A deep symbolic album representing deep physical & spiritual feeling, from many events such as an MK-Ultra Brain-Training gone bad, Spiritual Warfare, Excessive Mental Confusion, Sensory Overload, In every part of ones body (mind, body, & soul) deep pain & loss of family (your best companion or pet, your wife...even your own way....
A mixture of Sonic Analog, Noise Industrial, Neo-Classical & Gothic-Darkwave
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thoughts spoken in sound, not through human language, say::
"what did you learn, how do you feel?.....what will you do differently this time?......whats next? what is right, and what is wrong....and how can i?
Expressions of emotions, sadness, insane frustration,
containing memories, that carries history of the old, the new, and the present without constraints..
a form of time travel, without a destination., no need for it simply exists because it existed once...
.....and pure unconditional love for someone other than one's self
life teaches us unspecified discipline, through choices
once devised, it takes of.. eternally forever, despite contradiction or changes. the foundation of all rocks, in resource
in this, my love will never die, though we change, Deaith will not take me. for till thee end of time...i love you still........... 0...........
this album is:
dedicated to those whom i love dearly. and lost, either through breaking relationships or death... i am sorry for any bad decisions i had made, and i will miss all of you....i hope all of you are doing great, & enjoying life :)
credits
released October 25, 2014
thanks go to: Kaleb Clark, Algol , Luna, Swarm, Tsunami, Smokie, Sombre, Rewelle The Ghost Hunter, my mother, Veteran Fenix, Jeremy Stelt, Orion, Sean Payne, Vice Fiori and Nigel.
Thank you for all your friendship, or either influence &\or help...i couldn't have made this album without you, or it wouldn't have turned out the way it did....i love respect all of you,...despite anything that may or may not have happened between us,
regardless of what species, form, or body you possess, you are all the same to me.
Sincerely,: Deaith T Xinine aka Nathanael "Ship Merchant"
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